15/01/09

i SCREWED UP today.yay.
cause of the letter about being responsive to your highness.
think index number 40 passed to her....
then she read...
and then she was like thinking the letter was offensive,
and i dont understand why?
ok,i still rmb some parts i wrote...
"so that she probably wont rant and rave at us"
she thought that i think she is always ranting and raving at us?
but i MEANT that we wont want her to rant and rave at us.
and still got some parts really cant rmb.
and there's one part i wrote YOUR HIGHNESS and underlined it.
then she read it and said it as though i dont like it calling her YOUR HIGHNESS and all.
ZZZZZZZ! T_T
i mean like,i BOLD and underlined it because its respect.
aiya,dont know lah.
i think she misunderstood the whole thing.
and she might think i dont like her or what.
sigh!so complicated man.
it is because my writing is too lousy?
i mean,sometimes i exaggerate in writings,
like bold or underline them when i dont have to.
haix,should have known not to write that letter,heck.
really really a dumbass i am,UGH failure.
lots to improve in english.
and i think i better do some explaining to our highness.
PATHETIC.
no wonder.
according to my horoscope book today is not a good day.

anyway,im joining the band.
they last minute then informed me that i got selected for band.
clarinet section.
shasha(from the band)told me that only 6 people out of the whole sec 1 got selected for clarinet.
haha,not trying to be proud but....
this is damn lucky,huh?
and this year they going hongkong.
next year going japan/hawaii.
dont misunderstand,
i joined because of the performances,concerts,competitions.
so tmr have to stay back from 2-6 for band.
i HOPE i dont regret choosing band.really.

XOXO,
[xiuqi]