Deathly Hallows

sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
i blew it.
totally blew it.
mq was feeling down yesterday.
partly was MY fault.
i promised her there will be games for the project.
and then she told me her idea.
and i didnt prepare the materials.
i totally forgot!
i dont know what ate into me lately,
but one thing's troubling me i think of it almost 24/7 that i forgot about the promise!
sorry mq...........

and everything she told me yesterday night,
it all made sense somehow.
and i realised what a lousy friend i have been all this while.
somehow,somewhat,
i shouldnt have forgot the promise just because of my own troubles.
i feel sort of letting her down.
and then...i know some of us have been feeling kind of down lately too.
it is because we're going to apart soon?
i checked,
i cant believe we have only 2 weeks left!
and i cant believe we have been wasting time playing card games.
seriously,i dont know what i will do after school days.
missing all my friends while being stuck-up at home?

and then,what about THAT THNG?
that another trouble following me.
sigh....i decided.
i need to have a good chat with that person,
before we go our separate ways next year.
i cant cope with happenings lately.

2 weeks!14 days!
2 things undone:
-spend the remaining time with my friends USEFULLY(but how?)
1)in remembrance of one another,write about ourselves and give it to one another.
2)make up to my friends for all the nasty things i have said in the past.
3)play card games and card games (no way,definitely.)
4)i cant think of anything else.

-where confession comes along ....... and admit the......to that person.
1)have a good chat in MSN.
2)prepare a 'confession 'speech'' and let that person read.
3)anyways,i will let that person know EVERYTHING i've been wanting to say FOR SOOOOOO LONG!!!!!!!!!!!
4)i will let the person KNOW,one way or another!

the charity sale project is bugging me a little.
but we've done things quite well.
just....well,the games.
need your help!
if possible,save up the cans you have drank but DONT CRUSH IT!
we need 10 empty,'un-crushed' cans.
the sale's on 5-6 nov.
i do hope our efforts wont go down the drains.
but i doubt it wont. =x

what events are coming up on thess remaining 14 days?
-IPW project(which i cant care less =x)
-charity sale
-chinese story telling contest(huimin,jiayun and cheemeng are taking part)
-skipping competition(who's taking part?LOL)
-PIONEER IDOL!!(haha wonder who will come out top?so 'MANY' people are taking part this year eh?)
-prize giving ceremony(not my business)
-nothing else,right?

OH BORING!
i hope the school's holding a GRADUATION CEREMONY for us P6!
I DOUBT THAT THOUGH.
west grove's going to hold it this year(damn envious)
and espeically pioneer's moving back to here in street 81,
the more we should have a GRADUATION NIGHT!

going to FARMART tonight.
after that,watch jacky gogogo.
its LIN YO JIA tonight.
no offense,but he seem so not-busy.
always attendin all this TV shows and stuffs?
and the campus superstar next year too....haha.
oh,how i always look forward to saturdays!

yesterday's night's ghost story on 9.33 FM was pretty scary.
we havent get our class photo YET!grr...
craving for ice-cream right now.
feel like listening to sad songs to listen to my emotions.
i have a feeling visiting BSC is not so anticipating anymore.
why is so many 'steading' lately?(i mean,it kind of us going to end soon anyway. =x)
yesterday's PIZZA(!) was superb.whoo!
my sky camp group leader assistant mutton Grace talked to me ^^
(i know,this few lines are non-related.)
ending here.

XOXO,
[xiuqi]